so i went to payson this weekend with my whole fucking group plus the tucson group and it was fucking awesome. i love camping so much and i finally got to go. ive been wanting to for like a while now. i got to hang out with travis all weekend too and sleep with him which was amazing as always. i really really love him! newho...my mom is going to nebraska in like 2 weeks and wont let me go..er..doesnt WANT me to go. which makes me angry cuz i miss everyone there so fucking much!and it blows to miss sumthing so bad and u just cant have it! o well tho. i got four months sober and a few days. thats pretty kool. i work at godfathers right now. well i start tmo so yea. im crashing with my friend sammi tonite that should be fun. im in such a weird mood. i just watched kill bill vol: 1 and i kinda wanna go kill sumone..is that weird? i have an infatuation with knives already and that made it worse. i am watching the second one right now. so im gonna go. and jen i totally wanna c the baby when u have it,lemme know when u find out wat it is. ok now im off. lata
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