| ROLF.... |
[Nov. 4th, 2007|08:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 80s hair bands! wooooohoooo | ] |
thats how the french roll bitch!
hah life is great.
my friends are awesome....especially my loverly prego best friend.....shes jsut amazing.
hmm gna go smoke now..
peace + <3 |
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| SOAF is amazing!!!!! |
[Aug. 2nd, 2007|12:48 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sound of animals fighting-skullflower | ] |
went to see this sweet movie b4 it came out...yea line was WAYYYYYYYYYY too long.
we settled on going back to ryan and alexs and drinking more and smoking a lot more. :)
chill night, saw christine, love that hoe <33 hah
still not quite sure wether i wanna move to cali with freddy or nebraska with all my peeps.
or i suppose i could stay here but watev.
crazy parties lately, sum crazy shit has happened,
CRAZY, but fucking awesome!
im definately ok with my life right now.
oh and i got a better job at this wing place, its pretty sweet.
i am going ta bed.
pizzle <3 |
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| fuckit |
[Jul. 26th, 2007|11:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
this is a venting post, just to fore-warn.
boys fucking confuse me and im seriously sick of it. travis has this fucking hold on me, and even tho we arent together anymore he knows wat he can say and do to fuck with my head. and im sick of it.
brittany is a pathetic piece of shit who needs to figure sumthing out before she screws EVERYTHING up. well wat hasnt been already.
i cant stand the way things are with my mom. we dont even really fight its the little fucking comments she constantly says that put me down all the time. im sick of it.
i am so sick of being unhappy too. my life really like isnt that hard. i do wat i want when i want. right! but ive been so like depressed lately and have no idea why?! stuff just seems to happen and bug me left and right. wat do i do?
i want to move back to nebraska and stay with amy and then victoria. i miss those people, i miss that stae, i miss a change of season.
OR
i wanna move to cali and stay with freddy. who is an amazingly awesome sexy man. and just a great friend in general. and i miss him. its been like 2 years!
ok im done i need help but no one can make the decision for me. advice would work.
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| wah wah wee wow |
[Jul. 17th, 2007|12:02 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mi casa | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
my weekedn was amazing i thank hudson for throwing that party!
a few dumb things happened that night but none the less i had fun till i passed out sitting up on chris's couch.
saturday was chill too saw will snyder and jesse o. and all these ppl i havent seen in a while. got trashed
sunday i stayed at alex/ryan/preston/sammy/aarons house and we jut got blazed as fuck all night long! i figured out that u shouldnt watch sad movies high because then they r just corny and lame lol
and today i sat at the place i just mentioned all day and smoked and cleaned a lil and smoked a wholeshitload more and got a lot better at guitar hero thnx to sammy forcing me to only play medium or higher lol.
now im home been here since 7 just chillin. life aint to bad minus no job again cuz of a small fiasco and um my stepdad is a flaming faggot. yeh thats all.
pizzle
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| i like the way she rock her hips.. |
[Jul. 5th, 2007|12:02 am] |
im rilly high.
its probly making me dumber by teh day.
lyfes been interesting lately..
i do the um dumbest shit at tymes,
but its all ok i spose.
i had a great 4th of july.
i got high all day at sammys with RYAN, brittany, caleb,todd,alex, aaron, mostly them tho there were other people there. it was fun.endless chronic all day long.
i need a CIGARETTE!
so i might have one.
peace out home slices.
<3 |
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| do u yahoo? |
[Jun. 28th, 2007|03:30 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my house | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dj quik ft. amg- can u work with that? | ] |
CALI tomorrow mebbe....
if not i got so many places im supposed to go tomorrow. i doubt ill get to do half of what i need to. job is number one tho.
is it bad that i have a slight interest in E?
no.......
im going to bed.
<3 |
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| step one... |
[Jun. 25th, 2007|10:26 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mi casa | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ciara- oh! | ] |
admitting u have a problem.
i fully admit to having MANY problems lol
i smoke too much weed, i drink too much, i smoke a lot of ciggs, im loud when i shouldnt be, im too quiet when im supposed to be talking, i forget about everything, i cant make plans cuz i wont stick to em, i eat more tahn i should but never gain a single pound, im not the smartest person ever, though i am proll ysmarter than u..., i cant make decisions to save my life, i dont get along with my family more than 50% of the time.
i have a lot of things that could be considered problems but still i am a normal person. and im sick of ppl judging me. if u dont like me, really, fuck off cuz i dont realyl care.
travis, my ex bf of over a year, is a fucking faggot. brittany has a mind of her own and if she choses to hang out with ME, his ex, over him, its cuz im cool and actually nice to her. not cuz we want to talk shit about him and plot against him. rofl
ive been at home waaaaay too much the past couple days
im pretty bored and out of pot and money and i need to get a job that i can actually stay at and not get bored of.
i dotn get why beni stopped talking to me..kind of bums me out.
i need more girl friends.
had to vent...kinda annoyed.
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| i really am domo |
[Jun. 23rd, 2007|12:57 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my crib | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | red jumpsuit apperatus- face down | ] |
well today i was supposed to hang out with brittany,steve,rob, and beni.
all at different times mind u.
ended up having SAM of all people pick me up and we got food. filibertos go figure lmao
then i meet up with brittany for like oh 2 hours and she has to take my EX bfs car back to him.
that was like the highlight of my day was getting to hear the subs i paid for bump. it was pretty sick. i miss that car lol
i smoked a shitlaod of sum bomb chrondizzle then went home.....
and at home i have remained for the past 5 hours.
no word from ROB
no word from STEVE until now. textual error. haha
BRITTANYS car i guess wouldnt start to pick me back up.
and BENI...ya know i expected it from him lol cuz we do that to each other
but regardless my plans did not work out and im fucking annoyed and bored.
might light myself on fire for a form of entertainment....
is this really what life has come to? haha i need a beer and a blunt! |
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| heeeyyyy |
[Jun. 21st, 2007|12:06 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | a house.... | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
BENI comes back to day and that makes me happy
drinking is a lot of fun!!!!!
i get drunk easy.
life is preeeeeeetty damn good right now.
<3 |
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| party like a rockstar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 |
[Jun. 20th, 2007|05:27 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | rachels casa | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the humming of the cd in the trying to run in the computer | ] |
duuuuuuude its been a long ass time since ive even looked at this thing.
lifes peachy
i have been(well minus the last week) hanging out with awesome people
and going to awesome partys at STEVES!!!!!
i discovered guitar hero!
im still single
my friend is dating my ex..little weird but shes so cool i dont care
i cant sleep right
im hungry
oh and i really want to like leave this state its so fucking lame i cant stand it anymore. well minus the ppl..i like them haha. some one help lmao
oh and if u havent figured it out yet.....
im kind of a BIG deal! :)
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